I KNOW YOU MEAN WELL BUT I DON'T KNOW IF YOU MEAN IT WHEN YOU SAY THAT YOU TRUST ME I'M SICK AND SELF-OBSESSED I GOT MY EARS ALL BENT UP INTO SHAPES I FEEL SO SELF HIDEOUS WHEN YOU'RE SURROUNDED BY OTHER CREEPS WHO ALSO NEED YOUR TIME AND YOUR SYMPATHY ARE YOU WARPED BY A LIFETIME OF MEN EXPECTING YOUR TOUCH TO HEAL CAUSE YOU'RE PRETTY? IT LEAVES ME WONDERING WHAT IT MEANS WHEN YOU TOUCH ME BUT BUT, I DONT WANT A WHITE MAGE I WANT A FRIEND WITH WHICH I CAN HANG JUST SAYING, YOUVE GOT A REALLY GREAT PUBLIC FACЕ FOR THE PEOPLE THAT YOU CANT STAND AND I'M NOT SURЕ I'M NOT ONE OF THEM WHEN PEOPLE TREAT ME LIKE SHIT THEN I THINK STRANGERS ONLY WANT MY ATTENTION I HAVEN'T SEEN YOU IN MONTHS YOU'RE JUST AS DISTANT AS I AM TO THEM AND YOU'RE STILL PRETTY MUCH MY BEST FRIEND, I'LL KILL THIS FRIENDSHIP BY PUTTING MY WHOLE WEIGHT ON IT I CAN'T IMAGINE A WORLD WHERE YOU DON'T THINK THAT IM GARBAGE, BUT I CAN'T GET OVER THE THOUGHT THAT I'M A CHILD AND YOU'RE SANTA CLAUS THAT YOU'RE A MAN AND I'M A DOG I DON'T WANT ANYTHING BETWEEN US I'M NOT SURE IF YOU LIED TO ME, BUT FOR THE SAKE OF MY OWN SANITY I NEED YOU NOT TO LIE TO ME WHEN YOU'RE ANGRY 